went to see another doctor yest. first thing she said was that i had to go for a blood test. oh my gosh. i'm terrified of injections. yes terrified. sigh ok so i forced myself to take the test. went back to the doctor and now she said i got to go for a spinalnometry test. i was like huh. heard that word and i thought it was something serious. then i realised it had something to do with asthma. conclusion- they think my asthma's coming back but not yet so i have to take pills. great. sigh. but i was glad my sis went with me to see the doctor! though i had to do the tests myself la.

signed the job contract yest. minimum 3months. hmm. first time i'm really working eh. wonder how it'll be like. quite scared actually. and tmr and fri'll be training. but at least we get paid for training. which is good. =) hopefully the 3 of us can get to work at the same location!

i'm beginning to realise sth.. that u treat everyone the same. tell everyone the same things. or maybe it's just that i don't know. or i pretend that it's not true. maybe i think that i'm a more impt friend to you than some others. or. i don't know.

at least that's what i'm feeling right now. gosh. maybe i think too much. i don't know.

watched "Without a Paddle" with cheng zhi at Marina Square yest. damn funny!! haha!
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went to visit my great grandma today. went with her to the temple. was walking around the place and suddenly someone hugged me from behind! it was kaiyun! gosh! was so shocked to see her there. she was so shocked to see me too! haha. shall meet up with that girl soon. went east coast in the evening. missed the beach so much! haha.
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this song "Waiting For You" really touched me. it's so sweet! hmm and i can't believe myself. i actually teared while reading some of my past phone messages! i still can vividly remember how i felt then.. what made me so sad. or happy. gosh i can't believe how emotional i am. and i only realised that i really missed karen after meeting her yest- for the second time at the same place this week. hah. =) but i really couldn't remember that i went to her house before and that she came to my house before too. hmm. well. hah.